The main problem with what your doing is, once you stop drinking your brain will "freak out". It will want more alcohol and if you do not give it enough to stay supplied, you can have DEADLY seizures, and experience something called DT's or Delerium Tremens. You will hallucinate, see things (unpleasant scary things), you may think there are bugs crawling all over you. You may harm yourself by accident while you are out of control and seeing things. You may harm someone elses.

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